Personal Blog of Econ Delos Santos

Yesterday St. Gabriel had no classes that’s why I brought Kim at nanay Zeny’s house because she will feel alone and bored in our house. There at least she will enjoy playing with zoey and internet gaming.

I was very glad that she knows how to chat na. She’s using the headset but unfortunately I don’t have it that’s why she was forced to type what she wanted to say. It was funny the way she wrote the words like.. mami plis uwi ka na, naintin dihan mo diba.. Now I know she knows how to read the tagalog words. Though I’m not always teaching her about subject matter in school.

I have this story, I felt so guilty. One weekend at home I was very busy looking for the registration of Alex Caro because it was lost and we couldn’t find it anywhere in the office so I tried to locate it in house. While I’m so busy looking for it, I saw Kim also busy coloring her book on the floor and answering her mathematics textbook. I heard she called me and persuaded me to help her answer it.

I said “later bunso my hinahanap pa ako“. She went on answering by herself. I don’t know how long it took me finding the said registration but I noticed Kim wasn’t anymore on the floor. I went in the room to look for her and I saw her in bed sitting and holding her mathematics book silently crying. I was suddenly couldn’t talk because she looked at me with teary eyed and a kawawa look. I sat beside her and confronting her. I said sorry because I ignored her. And began teaching her.

Haaay.. this is the consequence of both parents are working. There are times that actually most of the times that we don’t have enough time to spend with our children. But we have to work in order to give them the best of everything.

Kim first day of school. She is in her grade one. I wake up early to fix myself because I will bring her to school. As  I  got out of the bathroom I didn’t see her in bed, she got up early also and excited to go school. At 7:20 a.m we are in school. We saw her old classmate back in nursery.. Ella,Shaan and  Francis.. they are all grade 1.

I instructed Rebeca, our maid, what to do. She has to prepare lunch and bring Kim food and fetch her also. Actually I feel guilty. It is my obligation/responsibility to my daughter but I couldn’t carry out. But eventhough I’m not able to do it.. as much as I wanted, my mind and prayers are with them.